February 17, 1973

(Mother remains absorbed for a long time,

 then shakes her head .... )

Oh! ... I have to cope with everything that contradicts the Divine in the past and the present, and it's.... In this body. I mean, all the past is surging up from the subconscient, and now even everything that was repressed.... It isn't something I "feel" or "experience," but it's a perception. The perception ... yes, of how all our notions of good and evil, right and wrong are futile for the Divine vision, absolutely futile - unreal.

All human notions are so narrow and limited, so partial and tinged with moral preferences.

As if I were being shown everything in the consciousness that opposes the ... immensity - the divine immensity. Everything is so narrow, so small....

(silence)

What time is it?

Ten-forty.

Would you like to stay?...

(Mother plunges in)

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