Book Nine. The Book of Eternal Night
Book Nine: Canto 2 The Journey in Eternal Night and the Voice of Darkness
Summary Slowly a faint gleam appears. It throws the Night into a bolder relief. The giant head of Nothingness tries to stifle the ray, but in vain. The light prevails and Savitri recovers her lost self. Once again she hears the steps of the god and out of the darkness, Satyavan shows as a luminous shade. Then is heard the lethal voice of Death proclaiming that this dark Night, this Nothingness is the end and the source of all. Where in this stark emptiness is there place for life and love? the voice asks mockingly. Savitri refuses to answer. She gazes into her soul and knows that she is eternal. Then Death, the dire god, opposes her with his endless night and calls: Thou hast survived the void and won a victory, but to what purpose? Thou cant only live for a little while without Satyavan. Man is a fragile creature with death prowling round him in all directions. The gods have burdened him with a mind and sown in his heart an incurable unrest. He is the Cattle of the shepherd gods. If thou still hopest to live, to love, return to the earth. But do not hope to win back Satyavan. Still, thlt unique strength deserves a reward. Choose what tlfeft wilt, I shall give. Death is unmoved. He cries out scornfully: Dost thou forget that thou art a mere mortal? I, Death, have created all and I destroy all. I reward, I punish. Flee back lest the Furies strike at thee. But Savitri replies with equal scorn: My God is not the God of thy imagination. My God is Love that sweetly suffers all. To him who is irresistible I have offered my life. He is supreme, he shall remake thy universe, O Death. For a while they journey in silence in that trackless night. Then again Death speaks: Wilt thou claim immortality, thou who art but a sparkling ferment in life’s sunlit mire? Only I am eternal, I am the Vast. I am He, there is no other God. Man has no other help than myself. I am his final refuge. Even if there were a being witnessing all, sole and absolute, neither Satyavan nor Savitri exists beside him. There is no Love there, nor Time nor Space. Forget Satyavan, be thou alone and sufficient to thy soul till I, Death, shall rescue thee from life. Savitri replies: O Death, thou reasonest, I do not reason, I am, I love, I act, I will. Death answers: Know also. When thou wilt know, then thou shalt cease to love and accept the impermanence of things. Savitri replies: Only when I have loved for ever, shall I know. Love in me knows the unchanging truth behind all change. I know the transcendent God above, the Lord of the universe, God the Indweller. I know my coming was a wave from God. I know that man was born with a mind and heart to conquer thee. Death does not answer again. Compelled by Savitri, the three glide through the long fading night.
Awhile on the chill
dreadful edge of Night
Heaven leaned
towards them like a cloudy brow All stands still on the bleak edge of Night as though the world is doomed to die and awaits death on the brink of the eternal silence. Heaven leans down on them like a menace through the dim and mute hush.
As thoughts stand
mute on a despairing verge Even as thoughts pause in dumb despair having reached a boundary when to plunge further would lead to nothingness, where even dreams must end, pause these three — Savitri, Death, Satyavan. Ahead of them are realms of gloom like shadowy wings on either side; behind them is the lifeless eve pale like the gaze of a dead man.
Hungry beyond, the night desired her soul.
But still in its
lone niche of templed strength The Darkness ahead looks as if it is hungry and eager to swallow Savitri’s soul. But in her heart of pure strength, her flame-bright spirit burns unobscured, still, straight, pointing as it were against the dark breast of the Night.
The Woman first
affronted the Abyss
Armoured with light
she advanced her foot to plunge Savitri cares not for the Abyss; she dares to proceed ahead trough the eternal Darkness. Protected by light she.raises her foot to step into the awesome, blank vacancy. Immortal, undeterred, her fiery spirit confronts the danger of the insensible unseeing waste.
Against night’s
inky ground they stirred, moulding The three move on against the dark spaces of the night, Savitri is made to adjust her human walk to mysterious movements, now a movement as of swimming, now a movement as of drifting, very much like figures moving before closed eyes. Everything goes on slipping and gliding as happens in dreams.
The rock-gate’s
heavy walls were left behind; The heavy walls of the sentinel gates are left behind. The present and the past disappear into the Timeless through the corridors of receding time. Held back on the dim edge of adventure, even the future sinks into nothingness.
Amid collapsing
shapes they wound obscure; The party wind obscurely amidst collapsing shapes. They step into fast fading halls of a dark world where they appear to be moving and yet to be still, passing and yet not advancing. It is like a mute procession in a dim framed picture rather than living forms weaving through a real scene.
A mystery of
terror’s boundlessness, A huge pitiless void, a veritable mystery of unbounded terror, gathers its hungry strength, surrounds Savitri with its silent gulf and through its cavelike, shapeless, monstrous throat, devours her into its dim choking mass. She feels the fierce spiritual agony of a dream.
A curtain of
impenetrable dread, Like a veritable curtain of impassable dread, the darkness hangs around her caging in her senses. It resembles the scene of a crowded night closing upon a solitary bullock tied by hunters in a forest and left alone while the trees are fast turning into vague shadowy shapes and the last friendly glimmer of light is fading away.
The thought that
strives in the world was here unmade; Thought disintegrates in this realm. It gives up its effort to be and to know, convinced, as it were, that it never really existed. It dreams no more of action, it perishes. This hardened zero is its ultimate dark end.
In the smothering
stress of this stupendous Nought In the engulfing movement of this mighty Nought, mind is unable to think, breath to breathe, the soul to remember or be aware of itself. All looks a vacant gulf of barren emptiness, a zero unaware of what it ends, a denial of the joy of the world-Creator, with no large repose nor deep peace to save the situation.
On all that claims
here to be Truth and God A stupendous denial of the eternal Negation falls on all that claims here on earth to be Truth and God, on the conscious self and the Word of revelation, on the creative delight of the Mind, on Love and Knowledge and the heart’s bliss.
As disappears a
golden lamp in gloom Like a golden lamp disappearing into gloom, carried away from longing eyes, Savitri vanishes into the shadows.
There was no course,
no path, no end or goal: There is neither path nor goal. Savitri moves on unseeing amidst unfeeling gulfs, drives through some great black unknowing Waste, is tossed about in the grip of whirling winds that are brought into collision by the powerful hands of chance.
There was none with
her in the dreadful Vast:
Yet not for this her
spirit failed, but held In that dreadful Vast there is none with Savitri; she sees no more the vague, huge god of Death, nor does she any longer behold the luminous Satyavan. Still, her spirit does not fail; it holds its beloved object more securely than the restricted senses can, senses which grasp from the outside and find their object only to lose it.
…. So when on
earth they lived When they had lived on earth, Savitri had felt Satyavan straying through the glades of her being which revealed their secrets to his search and joy, for in the possessive sweetness of her heart, wherever his beloved feet chose to tread, there, intensely desiring their advent, her soul had rushed to embrace his body.
But now a silent
gulf between them came But now there is a silent gulf between her and him. She falls into a bottomless loneliness far removed even from her own self, remote from love.
Long hours, since
long it seems when sluggish time Time is felt to pass too slowly when the soul throbs in pain. For such long-seeming hours, Savitri jour-eys in art unreal, vacant and dreadful darkness, walking, as it were, on the corpse of life, lost in a blindness of souls whose light has been put out.
Solitary in the
anguish of the void Alone in the anguish of that void, despite the prevailing death all around, she lives on unconquered. Her powerful being is oppressed in vain. Her heavy, long, monotonous pain slowly gets tired of its self-torture.
At first a faint
inextinguishable gleam, There flickers a faint gleam in that gloom. The gleam is inextinguishable, pale but immortal. It is as if a memory revives in dead spirits, a memory that seeks to live again though it has been dissolved mind in the brooding sleep of Nature.
It wandered like a
lost ray of the moon This gleam wanders like a straying ray of the moon showing up to the night her soul of dread. In this gleam the darkness is seen to hang like a serpent, with a mystic glow shining like a jewel on its black hoods; its slippery folds shrink back and coil and slide away as if all light were a cruel pain inflicted upon them and they suffered from the pale approach of hope promised by the gleam.
Night felt assailed
her heavy sombre reign; Night feels her dark reign attacked. The radiance of some bright eternity threatens with this faint gleam of moving Truth her empire of unending Nothingness.
Implacable in her
intolerant strength Unyielding in her intolerant strength and confident that she alone not light — is true, the Night tries to smother that frail but dangerous ray. Conscious of an all-negating immensity, she raises her huge head of Nothingness, swallowing with her mouth of darkness all that exists. She beholds in herself the dark Absolute.
But still the light
prevailed and still it grew, In spite of the surge of Night, the light prevails and grows. Savitri awakes to her self which appeared to be lost till now. Her limbs refuse to die, her heart rises above pain; her soul persists in claiming for its joy the soul of beloved Satyavan now no more visible.
Before her in the
stillness of the world In that stillness, she hears before her, once again, the tread of the god of Death. And out of that mute darkness, Satyavan’s figure appears again in the form of a lustrous shade.
Then a sound pealed
through that dead monstrous realm: Then a sound peals through that dead inhuman realm. Huge like the surge of the sea roaring, clamouring and striking the ears of a tired swimmer, the deadly call of Death goes out into that night.
“This is my silent
dark immensity,
Hast thou beheld thy
source, O transient heart,
In this stark
sincerity of nude emptiness Death speaks:"This is my silent, dark immensity, this is the home of unending Night, this the mystery of Nothingness in which ends all the vanity of life’s desires. O heart that beatest for a while, hast thou now seen thy real source and known from what the dream that thou art was fashioned? And in this sheer, bare emptiness, dost thou still hope to continue to live and love?"
The Woman answered
not. Her spirit refused
In her beginningless
infinity Savitri does not reply. Her spirit refuses to listen to the voice of the Night that claims it knows the truth —it speaks to her differently and to Death that enforces his thoughts. She is conscious of the eternal infinity and gazes across the unbounded reaches of her soul; she beholds the deathless springs of her life; she realises that she is eternal without birth.
But still opposing
her with endless night But still, Death, the dreadful god, opposes Savitri with his endless darkness and imposes his formidable gaze of immortal calm on her eyes. He speaks:
“Although thou
hast survived the unborn void "Thou hast indeed survived the invasion of this unborn void which will never forgive as long as Time lasts — the first creative assault that engendered thought and forced the immobile Vast to live and suffer. But the victory thou hast won — sorrowful as it is — is only to live for a little while and that too without Satyavan.
What shall the
ancient goddess give to thee "What can the ancient goddess who helps thee to live, give to thee? She only prolongs an existence which is but a dream dreamed by nothing; she only delays with the useless labour of living thy sleep eternal in the silence of Death.
A fragile miracle of
thinking clay,
To fill the void
around he feels and dreads, "Man, the product of Time, a brittle miracle of the thinking clay of matter, moves equipped with illusions galore. He feels acutely the void around him; he is afraid of this void from which he has come and into which he is destined to disappear; to fill this void he exaggerates his own little self and calls it God.
He calls the heavens to help his suffering hopes.
He sees above him
with a longing heart "Man looks to the heavens for help to realise his hopes that are constantly thwarted. He sees above himself, with his heart full of longings, bare spaces which are in fact more unconscious than he is and do not even have a mind which he is privileged to have; they are empty and even the blue that is seen in them is unreal. He imagines that those empty spaces are peopled by bright and merciful powers to whom he can turn for guidance, protection and succour.
For the sea roars
around him and earth quakes
Moved by the
Presences with which he yearns, "Man is hemmed in by threats of disaster: the roaring waves of the sea around, the quaking earth below, fire at his door and death ever on the prowl. Still there are certain supernatural Presences which move him to hope and yearning and he offers his soul to Powers that are unyielding, investing all of them with the beauty he dreams of.
The gods who watch
the earth with sleepless eyes "The gods watch this earth with vigilant, unsleeping eyes’ and guide its huge stumblings, through the void, towards its destiny. They have burdened man with mind and have lit their fires of aspiration in his inert heart that is unwilling to move and soar; they have planted in man the unceasing and incurable unrest that drives him on relentlessly.
His mind is a hunter
upon tracks unknown; "His mind hunts for things on unknown courses. Its discoveries, however, are inconsequential in the long run. He enhances the mystery of his fate with thought and he renders his joys and pains into song.
His mortality vexing
with the immortal’s dreams, "Man is verily the cattle shepherded by the gods. They harass his mortality with dreams of immortality; they trouble his momentary life with the touch of the infinite; they make him long for things which cannot be attained in any measure.
His body the tether
with which he is tied, "His physical body is used by the shepherd gods as a tether for tying him down. For fodder they give him grief, hope and joy. They enclose their cattle in the pasture-ground of Ignorance.
Into his fragile
undefended breast "The gods play a cruel game with man. They instill courage in him, but that courage only ends in death. They endow him with wisdom, but the light of that wisdom counts for little against the confronting darkness. They set him a course of journey, but that journey sees no prospect of a goal.
Aimless man toils in
an uncertain world "Man toils, without an aim, in a world that is ever uncertain, wrongly assured by fickle pauses of his pain; he is whipped like a beast by boundless desire; he is helplessly bound to the moving chariot of the awful gods.
But if thou still
canst hope and still wouldst love,
Hope not to win back
to thee Satyavan.
Yet since thy
strength deserves no trivial crown,
The pacts which
transient beings make with fate, Choose a life’s hopes for thy deceiving prize.” "All the same, since thou hast a strength which deserves to be richly rewarded, I can give thee some gifts to soothe thy wounds — gifts that are like pacts between mortals and fate, like sweet fruits on the roadside which those who are attached to earth would pluck. If thy will would accept them, take these gifts freely. Choose these life’s hopes for thy prize —though it is but a deceptive prize."
As ceased the
ruthless and tremendous Voice, At last she spoke; her voice was heard by Night: thoughts like bright glimpses which traverse the regions of her mute, deep heart. Finally she speaks. Her voice is heard by the enveloping Darkness.
“I bow not to
thee, O huge mask of Death, "O Death, I do not submit to thee. Thou art but a huge mask, a black lie of Darkness revealed to the frightened soul of man; thou art the unreal unavoidable end of things; thou art truly a grim jest played upon the spirit immortal.
Conscious of immortality I walk.
A victor spirit
conscious of my force, "I move in full consciousness of my immortality. I have not come to thy door as a supplicant, but as a conquering spirit conscious of my force. I have survived — as you see — unslain, the clutch of this Darkness.
My first strong
grief moves not my seated mind;
Now in the wrestling
of the splendid gods "My initial strong grief does not move my firm mind; my unshed tears have turned into pearls of strength. I have transformed the brittle ill-formed clay of my nature into the statued hardness of my soul. In combat with the splendid gods, my spirit shall now prove itself to be enduring and strong and prevail against the vast denials of the world.
I stoop not with the
subject mob of minds "I do not stoop along with the crowd of subjected men who rush to gather with eager contented hands from the mire of the world, mid all the blows and kicks of life, the petty, contemptuous concessions offered to the weak.
Mine is the labour
of the battling gods: "I labour like the gods who battle against the hosts of the Adversary; they struggle and impose on the slow, unwilling cycles of time the flaming will of the Supreme that reigns above; they establish the law of Mind in the field of Matter and exact the fulfilment of the wish of the soul from the earth’s inconscient force.
First I demand
whatever Satyavan, Give, if thou must, or if thou canst, refuse.” "First I demand whatever Satyavan, in his lonely childhood in the forest, may have dreamed of and longed for but did not get. Give that, if thou must give, or refuse, if thou canst refuse."
Death bowed his head
in scornful cold assent, Death bows his head in disdainful, cold assent —Death who builds this dream-like earth for man and mocks at him by the ultimate futility of the gifts he gives.
Uplifting his
disastrous voice he spoke: Raising his calamitous voice, Death speaks:"I shall be indulgent to the dreams that are normally broken by my touch. I yield to the desire of Satyavan’s blind father for his kingdom, power, friends and greatness, all of which he has lost, — the royal regalia for his peaceful old age, pale pomps of the waning days of man, the embellished, decadent glories of the fall of life.
To one who wiser
grew by adverse fate,
The sensuous solace
of the light I give "Adverse fate had made him wiser. But now I shall restore to him all the goods that the soul in delusion prefers to the bare sublimity of an impersonal nothingness. To his eyes which in their blind darkness could have gained a realm larger and a vision deeper than what is open to normal seeing eyes, I grant the sense-satisfying solace of light. He shall see.
For that this man
desired and asked in vain
Back from the
grandeur of my perilous realms
Hasten swift-footed,
lest to slay thy life "This is what Satyavan had desired and hoped for when he lived on earth. Now, O mortal, draw back from my dangerous realms and return to the small sphere legitimate to thee. Hasten, lest the great laws that thou hast violabd strike at thee."
But Savitri answered
the disdainful Shade: I am immortal in my mortality.
I tremble not before
the immobile gaze My soul can meet them with its living fire. But Savitri answers the contemptuous dark Shade:"O World-Spirit, I was born as a spirit equal to thee. Even in my human mortality, I am immortal. I do not quake before the unmoving look of the unchanging, fixed hierarchical Powers that administer Law and Fate unfeelingly. My soul can front them with its living fire.
Out of thy shadow
give me back again
I will bear with him
the ancient Mother’s load, "Give me back Satyavan freed from thy dark grasp into the blossoming spaces of earth, in the sweet, though transient, human form so that I may fulfil with him the flaming will of my spirit. With him I shall bear the load of the ancient Mother, Nature, with him I shall follow earth’s road leading to God.
Else shall the
eternal spaces open to me
For I who have trod
with him the tracts of Time, Wherever thou leadst his soul I shall pursue.” "If thou wilt not give, then I shall tread the immortal spaces opening before me while strange horizons recede away, travelling together with him this immensitude of the Unknown. With him I have walked the roads of Time and I can, following his steps, meet whatever dark night or unimaginable mighty dawn breaks upon our spirits in the untrodden Beyond. Wherever thou leadest his soul, I shall pursue persistently."
But to her claim
opposed, implacable, In answer, a majestic and scornful voice comes out of the unending wastes of the dark, born from the mystery of the unknowable depths. It opposes her claim and insists upon the unchangeable Decree of Death, upon the irreducibility of Law and upon the transience of created things.
As when the
storm-haired Titan-striding sea The all-powerful cry of universal Death arises out of the darkness of the pervading night, against the boundless heart of Savitri like the storm-tossed sea casting its tremendous wave of laughter on a swimmer, remembering all the joy of life its waves have drowned.
“Hast thou
god-wings or feet that tread my stars, Their orbs were coiled before thy soul was formed.
I, Death, created
them out of my void; I made the worlds my net, each joy a mesh. "Hast thou the wings of the gods or the feet that can tread my skies, O frail creature with courage that soars forgetful of the limits of thy thought, of thy role that is mortal? Those bounds were forged before thy soul was fashioned. I created them out of my void, within them I have built all things and within them I destroy. I have made the worlds my net and every joy is a mesh of that net.
A Hunger amorous of
its suffering prey,
Mortal, whose spirit
is my wandering breath, "A consuming Hunger’ that passionately loves its suffering prey, Life that eats up things in order to live —this is my image everywhere; regard that. O mortal, my casual breath forms thy spirit; my smile fancies thy transience. Clutch to thy quaking breast the poor gains I have given to thee and flee; thy breast pierced by my pangs cannot soon be healed by Time.
Blind slave of my
deaf force whom I compel "Thou art a blind slave of my deaf force, whom I compel to deviate so that I may punish, whom I compel to desire so that I may whip thee with despair and grief at the non-fulfilment of thy desire and thou be forced to come to me at last bleeding, recognising thy nothingness, knowing my greatness. Do not try to enter the happy realms that are meant only for the souls that observe my law in case thy footsteps might awaken from their restless, stony, unfeeling sleep the spirits in their dismal shrines who cannot tolerate and will avenge every desire that is fulfilled.
Dread lest in skies
where passion hoped to live, "Fear, lest instead of hopeful passion the lightnings of the Unknown start and thou art compelled to flee, terrified, alone, sobbing, pursued by the hounds of heaven, wounded and forsaken, through the long torture of centuries, under the unyielding Wrath that thou hast provoked which many lives cannot exhaust and even the sufferings of hell cannot satisfy nor the mercy of heaven lessen.
I will take from
thee the black eternal grip: "I shall remove my grip over thee. Grasp the pittance allowed by thy fate (which I govern) and go back in peace — if at all the human kind deserves peace."
But Savitri answered
meeting scorn with scorn, Savitri, the mortal woman replies to dreadful Death with equal scorn:"Who is this God concocted by thy darkness, who creates in contempt worlds that he looks down upon, who has formed these brilliant stars only to feed his vanity?
Not he who has
reared his temple in my thoughts
My God is Will and
triumphs in his paths,
To him I have
offered hope for sacrifice
Who shall prohibit
or hedge in his course, "Certainly that is not the God who has built his temple in my thoughts and made of my human heart his sacred floor. My God is Will that ever triumphs, my God is Love that suffers all happily. To him have I given my hope in, sacrifice and my longings as a sacred ceremonial gesture. Who can stop or limit his course, he who is the wonderful, the charioteer who leads, the swift one?
A traveller of the
million roads of life,
Love’s golden
wings have power to fan thy void:
He labours in the
depths, exults on the heights; "My God travels on the myriad roads of life, equally familiar with the lights of heaven and the sword-studded floors of hell which he walks without pain; he descends into hell to enhance by contrast his eternal joy. The golden wings of his Love have it in their power to soothe thy void; his eyes of Love gaze like stars through thy dark night; his feet of Love tread bare the hardest worlds. He labours in the depths, he glories on the heights. My God shall re-form thy universe. O Death."
She spoke and for a
while no voice replied,
Then once more came
a deep and perilous pause For a while no voice replies to Savitri. They go on journeying through that pathless dark and that gleam, like a pale eye, continues to disturb the darkness with its hesitant gaze.Then once again there is a deep and dangerous pause in that unreal journey through the blind Nought. Once more arises a Thought, a Word in the void and Death answers the human soul of Savitri.
“What is thy hope? to what dost thou aspire?
This is thy body’s
sweetest lure of bliss, "What dost thou hope for, to what dost thou aspire? Thy body is but a frail precarious form attacked by pain. And its sweetest lure of bliss is to seek to satisfy its stumbling sense for a few years with the honey of physical desires, the intensities of the heart and the seeking of a vain feeling of oneness to last a glittering hour snatched from the jaws of death.
And thou, what art
thou, soul, thou glorious dream "And what art thou, O soul, but a glorious dream made of brief emotions and glittering thoughts, a flimsy dance of fireflies fleeting through the night, a ferment that sparkles for a while in the sunlit mire of life?
Wilt thou claim
immortality, O heart, Death only lasts and the inconscient Void. I only am eternal and endure. "Wilt thou claim to be immortal, O Savitri, proclaim before the eternal witnesses that thou and Satyavan are eternal powers and will last for ever? Only Death lasts, the inconscient Void lasts.I, Death, only am eternal, I only endure.
I am the shapeless
formidable Vast, I, Death, am He; there is no other God. "I am the featureless, mighty Vast; I am the emptiness that goes by the name of Space; I am an eternal Nothingness carrying all; I am the Boundless, the silent Alone — nothing else exists. I, Death, am God. There is truly no other God.
All from my depths
are born, they live by death; I have made a world by my inconscient Force.
My force is Nature
that creates and slays
I have made man her
instrument and slave,
Man has no other
help but only Death; "All are born from my depths; all live by me; all return to my depths and cease. By my inconscient Force have I created this world. My force is Nature that creates and slays the hearts that dare to hope, the limbs that desire to live. I, Death, have made man the instrument and slave of Nature. I have made of his body my banquet, of his life my food. Man can find no other help except in death: at the end, he has to come to me for rest and peace.
I, Death, am the one refuge of thy soul.
The gods to whom man
prays can help not man;
That which thou
seest as thy immortal self "O Savitri, know that I am the ultimate refuge of thy soul. The gods to whom man prays cannot help him; for the gods are only my imaginations, my moods reflected in man by the power of Maya, illusion, —they do not exist in fact. That which thou seest as thy immortal self is nothing but a shadowy image of my infinity; it is myself, Death, dreaming in thee of eternity.
I am the Immobile in
which all things move,
Because, O aspirant
to divinity, "I am the Moveless in which all moves, I am the bare emptiness in which all ceases. Body I have none, nor tongue to speak. The human eye cannot see me nor the human ear hear. It is thy thought which has given a form to my void. O aspirant to divinity, because thou hast called me for combat with thy soul, I have assumed a face, a form, a voice; in truth I have none of these.
But if there were a
being witnessing all,
Aloof he watches
sole and absolute, His being is pure, unwounded, motionless, one.
One endless watches
the inconscient scene The One lives for ever. … "Even if there were a being witnessing all this that passes, how would he help thy passionate desire? He watches aloof, alone, absolute, unmoved by thy cry in his nameless calm. His being is pure, unscarred, unmoving, one. A boundless One watches this inconscient scene where all perishes, where the stars end up in foam. The One alone lives for ever.
… There no
Satyavan
It wears no living
face, it has no name, It is delight immortally alone. "There where the One is, Satyavan of the changing form is not born nor is Savitri there claiming her bribe of joy from transient life. There love does not come with distressed tears; there neither Time nor Space exists. That one does not wear a living face, carries no name; it has neither the eyes that gaze nor the heart that throbs; it does not seek a partner to aid it or to share its joys. It is a self-delight, immortal, alone.
If thou desirest
immortality,
My last grand death
shall rescue thee from life; "Hence, shouldst thou desire immortality, thou must be alone, sufficient to thyself, living in thyself, for getting the man thou lovest. And when death comes to thee — my last great act — it shall rescue thee from thraldom to life and thou shalt ascend to thy nameless Source."
But Savitri replied
to the dread Voice: I am, I love, I see, I act, I will.” Savitri replies to the awesome Voice:"O Death, thou reasonest; I do not reason. Reason counts, measures and breaks up; she cannot build things; even if she builds, what she builds cannot last because she goes on doubting while she works and thus her work is self-defeating. I am just natural. I exist naturally, I love naturally, I see naturally, I act naturally, I will naturally."
Death answered her,
one deep surrounding cry: Death replies with a deep cry that echoes round her:"That is not enough. Thou must also know the truth of things. When thou knowest, then shalt thou cease to love and cease to will — knowing that it is vain to do so — and thus absolved from the impulsions of the heart, thou shalt rest for ever and be still, accepting the transience of all things."
But Savitri replied
for man to Death: Love in me knows the truth all changings mask.
I know that
knowledge is a vast embrace: Savitri replies to Death on behalf of mankind: "True, I should know. But I shall truly know only when I have loved for ever. The love in me knows the real truth that is veiled by all the changes that take place. I know that knowledge comprehends all in a vast embrace. I know well that there is no real division between myself and others; every being is essentially myself. For in every one, in each heart is concealed the manifold one.
I know the calm
Transcendent bears the world, I know my coming was a wave from God.
For all his suns
were conscient in my birth,
Then man was born
among the monstrous stars "I know too that the calm Transcendent above bears this world; he is the veiled Inhabitant here in each form; he is the silent Lord of all. I feel his secret action, his intimate fire of will; I hear the sound of his Voice pervading the Cosmos. I know that my coming to earth was a surge from the Being of God; for all his suns — centres of his radiation — were conscious when I was born; and he who loves all came in us veiled by death. It was then that man was born among these huge stellar systems, endowed with a mind and heart that would help to conquer thee, O Death."
In the eternity of
his ruthless will Sure of his empire and his mailed strength, in the constancy of his ruthless will, Death does not answer again like one who scorns the violent but helpless words of protest from his victim.
He stood in silence
and in darkness wrapped,
Half-seen in clouds
appeared a sombre face; He stands there silent, wrapped in darkness — a motionless figure, a vague shadow, emanating the terrors of his secret sword. His dismal face is half-seen in the clouds; night’s dusk forms, as it were, a crown on his matted hair and the ashes of the pyre, the sign on his forehead, bhasma.
Once more a Wanderer
in the unending Night,
Around her rolled
the shuddering waste of gloom,
Through the long
fading night by her compelled, Once again Savitri travels through those dumb hope-bereft vasts, in the endless Night, though forbidden blindly by dead vacant eyes around. All around her rolls the shudder-causing waste of gloom, its engulfing emptiness and chill death, resenting her thought and life and love. The three of them — Satyavan, Death and Savitri — move on in that dimness, phantomlike, compelled by the will of Savitri, through the long fading night, gliding half-seen on their unearthly path.
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