Book Twelve. Epilogue
Book Twelve: Epilogue The Return to Earth
Out of abysmal trance her spirit woke.
Lain on the
earth-mother’s calm inconscient breast Savitri’s spirit awakes from its profound trance. She finds herself lying on the calm inconscient bosom of the earth-mother. Green-leaved branches lean down on her guarding her sleep with their wonder-life. Above, the blue-winged birds in ecstasy flutter from bough to bough with their shrill notes.
Into the magic
secrecy of the woods Peering through the green intricacies of leaves, the day is reclining in the indolent skies: slowly it sets into the evening’s peace.
She pressed the
living body of Satyavan: Savitri presses the living body of Satyavan to herself. A silent joy of living and breathing courses through her body. She bears the blissful burden of Satyaran’s head between her loving breasts. Her members with conscious felicity feel the happy weight of his limbs, feel in their touch the whole delight of things. All her life is conscious of his life, one with it. All her being rejoices enveloping his.
The immense
remoteness of her trance had passed;
A power dwelt in her
soul too great for earth, The vast remoteness of her trance passes. She is once more human, Savitri of the earth. And yet she is aware of a boundless change in herself. In her soul now dwells a power that is too great for earth; in her heart there is now a bliss that is too large even for heaven.
Light too intense
for thought and love too boundless
All that is sacred
in the world drew near A light that is too intense for thought to bear, a love too boundless for earth’s emotions to hold light up the skies of her mind and spread through the deep and happy seas of her soul. Her mood is divinely passive and all that is sacred in the world draws near to her,
A marvellous voice of silence breathed its thoughts.
All things in time
and space she had taken for hers; A wonderful voice of silence casts its thoughts around. Savitri takes as her own all things that are in Time and Space. They move in her, they live and exist by her. The whole world clings to her for delight as though created for the rapt embrace of her love.
Now in her spaceless
self released from bounds
Outwingings of a
bird from its bright home, Now in her self which has outgrown Space countless years look like stretched moments, brilliant lime-bits of eternity. Her earthly morns are radiant flights of joy like the outflights of a bird from its bright home.
Boundless she was, a form of infinity.
Absorbed no longer
by the moment’s beat She is boundless. a veritable form of infinity. No longer involved in the moment of the present, her spirit feels one with the endless future and lives with all the past without beginning.
Her life was a
dawn’s victorious opening, Her life is the victorious advent of a dawn; the past and the future join their dreams in her. Old long past eves and noons yet to arrive from far cast before her glimpses of prophetic time.
Supine in musing
bliss she lay awhile For a while she lives supine in absorbing bliss lost in the wonder of a wakeful trance. Then, half-awake, she glances around as though to regain the old sweet trivial threads, old happy thoughts, small cherished memories, and weave them all together into one immortal day.
Ever she held on the
paradise of her breast She holds on the paradise of her breast her beloved who is under the spell of a profound sleep, lying like an infant unaware. lulled on the border of two hospitable worlds — earth and heaven.
But soon she leaned
down over her loved to call Soon she leans down over Satyavan, her loved one, to call his mind hack to her with her vibrating touch on his closed eyelids. There is no longer any yearning in her eyes; hers is a settled, calm look of powerful delight, large with unbounded joy, sovereignly content at last, pure, passionate with the passion of the gods.
Desire stirred not
its wings; for all was made There is no movement of desire. Like the rapt control of the sky over the plains below, a canopy of celestial rays of light has formed overhead; heaven leans down to embrace earth from all sides; there is a quiet rapture, a vast security.
Then sighing to her
touch the soft-winged sleep At her touch sleep responds and softly wings away. As he awakes, Satyavan finds Savitri’s eyes expectantly waiting for his; he feels her hands; he sees that the earth, his home, has been given back to him once more and she, who has all his love, has been made his once again.
With his arms’
encircling hold around her locked, With his arms encircling her — a living knot to ensure the closeness of his possession — he murmurs her name with hesitating lips and vaguely remembering some past wonder, cries:
“Whence hast thou
brought me captive back, love-chained, "O golden beam and casket of all sweetness, Savitri, Godhead and woman, moonlight of my soul, from where hast thou brought me back thy captive, chained by thy love, back to thee and the bright sunlight’s walls?
For surely I have
travelled in strange worlds "Surely I have travelled in strange worlds with thee as my companion, pursuing me. Together we have scorned entering the gates of night. l have refused heaven’s joy; for without thee by my side heaven has no attraction for me.
Where now has passed
that formidable Shape Where has gone that formidable Shape, the Spirit of the Void, which rose against us which claimed the world for Death and Nothingness, denying the existence of God and Soul? Or was it all a dream or may be, a vision in a spiritual sleep symbolising the oppositions posed in the process of Time?
Or a mind-lit beacon
of significance "Or was it a flare lit by the mind with a purpose, throwing light on the Way on some patch of darkness or guiding the swimmer through the dangerous straits of Death or with the needed help of its ray, finding in a ditch amid the crowded thoroughfares of Chance the soul that came into the world-adventure, a scout and traveller from Eternity?"
But she replied,
“Our parting was the dream;
Look round thee and
behold, glad and unchanged But Savitri replies: "Our parting was the dream. We are here together, we live, O Satyavan. Look around and see how happy and unchanged is this our home, this forest, with its thousand cries, and the whisper of the wind among the leaves; look at the evening sky through the openings in the greenery of the forest — God’s blue canopy sheltering our lives; look at the birds singing out of their heart’s happiness, winged minstrels of our solitary reign here, our friends on earth where we are king and queen.
Only our souls have
left Death’s night behind The only change that has taken place is that our souls have left behind the night of Death. They have been changed by the reality of a mighty dream; they have been illumined by the light of subtle symbol worlds and the stupendous highest self of things; they have stood at the gates of the Godhead, limitless, free.
Then filled with the
glory of their happiness
But he with a new
wonder in his heart Full of the joy of their happiness, both arise with their fingers safely interlocked; they wail upon each other’s silent look. A new wonder fills the heart of Satyavan at the sight of Savitri and with a new Paine of worship in his eyes, he speaks to her:
“What high change
is in thee, O Savitri? Bright
My adoration
mastered, my desire What high change has taken place in thee, O Savitri! Thou wert always a goddess, calm and pure, and yet thou well dearer to me because of the sweet human parts that the earth gave to thee, making thee yet more divine on that account. Thou hast mastered my adoration, bent my desire making it thy subject, clasped my daring spirit, claimed my life’s estate through my body and soul Thou hast been a possession of utter rapture, a sweet property of love, a veritable statue of silence in this temple of my spirit, a yearning godhead, a golden bride.
But now thou seemst
almost too high and great But now, O Savitri, thou seemest too high, too great for human worship to reach thee; thou seemest to be beyond me. Time lies stretched below thy feet; the entire world seems to be only a small part of thee. Thy presence in which I live is now a hushed heaven; in thy gaze on me is the distance of the stars. And yet, withal, thou art the earthly guardian of my soul; my life is a soft echo of thy own dreaming thoughts, my mornings are gleamings of thy spirit’s soaring wings, my day and night are part of thy beauty.
Hast thou not taken
my heart to treasure it
Awakened from the
silence and the sleep,
By thee I have
greatened my mortal arc of life, "Hast thou not taken my heart to treasure it in thy safe breast? Brought back to life from the silence and the sleep, I have consented to live for thy sake. By thee I have increased my mortal span of life, but now thou halt brought me thy boundless gift — the uncharted infinities of the distant heavens.
If to fill these
thou lift thy sacred flight, "If now thou went to soar high to till these infinitudes, my human earth will still ask for thy bliss. Make my life through thee a song of joy, make all my silence wide and deep with thee."
A heavenly queen
consenting to his will, A celestial queen consenting to his human will, Savitri clasps Satyavan’s feet, her enveloping hair covering them in a soft cloak of love, and answers gently like a murmuring lute.
“All now is changed, yet all is still the same.
Lo, we have looked
upon the face of God,
We have borne
identity with the Supreme All is now changed and yet, in a sense, all is still the same. Lo, we have gazed direct upon the face of God, our life has blossomed with his divinity. We have attained identity with the Supreme and known his purpose in our mortal lives here.
Our love has grown
greater by that mighty touch
Heaven’s touch
fulfils but cancels not our earth: "Our love has grown greater by that mighty touch of the Supreme and learnt its higher, diviner significance, and yet it has not lost anything of the delight of mortal love. Indeed, the touch of heaven does not abolish our earth-being and our earth nature. Our bodies need each other for the ultimate complete fulfilment. Our passionately intimate human heart-beats repeat only the secret rhythm of heaven.
Still am I she who
came to thee mid the murmur
All that I was
before, I am to thee still, "I am still the same daughter of Madra, the same Savitri who came to thee on the border of this forest amid the rustle of the bright leaves. All that I was before, that I continue to be to thee, close comrade of thy thoughts, hopes and toils. I would make all the happy contraries of life one for thee.
All sweet relations
marry in our life, "Ail happy relations come together in our life.I am thy kingdom even as thou art mine; I am both the master and the slave of thy desire; I yield to thee and yet I am thy possessor; I am companion-sister to thy soul and mother to thy wants. Thou art my world, thou art the warm earth that I need, thou art also the heaven that my thoughts desire. Thou art the world that I inhabit, thou art the god whom I adore and worship.
Thy body is my
body’s counterpart "Thy body is the counterpart of mine, every limb of which is desired by my responding limb. Thy heart holds the key to all my heart-beats. This, O Satyavan, I am to thee and thou to me.
Our wedded walk
through life begins anew, "Our wedded journey through life now begins afresh with no gladness lost, no depth of mortal joy lessened. Though this world is the same, it feels new to us; let us together journey through it.
For it is given
back, but it is known, The world is given hack to us, but now we know it as a playground and abode of God who hides himself in various forms — bird. Beast, man — happily to discover himself by love, by oneness. It is his presence that moves and leads the rhythms of life which seek for joy in each other despite pain.
We have each other
found, O Satyavan, Let us go back, for eve is in the skies.
Now grief is dead
and serene bliss remains "O Satyavan, we have found the truth of each other in the great light of the unveiled soul. Let us now go back home for the evening is on. Grief is now dead and only serene bliss remains, the bliss that will be the heart of all our days to come.
Lo, all these beings in this wonderful world! Let us give joy to all, for joy is ours.
For not for
ourselves alone our spirits came "Look at all these beings in this marvellous world Let us hasten to give joy to all of them, for joy is ours. Our spirits did not come for our sake alone from out of the veil of the Unmanifest Existence, from out of the profound, immense Unknowable, upon the ignorant breast of this ambiguous earth of striving, seeking humans. Our spirits arc two form that blaze towards the parent Sun above, two rays that travel to the primal Light of the Spirit.
To lead man’s soul
towards Truth and God we are born, "We are born to Lead man’s soul towards Truth and God. to draw the broken pattern of mortal life into some likeness to the plan of the Immortal Creator, to shape nearer to the image of God, a little nearer to the Real, Divine Idea that is the base of the creation."
She closed her arms
about his breast and head
So for a while they
stood entwined, their kiss Savitri closes her arms about Satyavan’s breast and head as if to keep him on her bosom for ever. Thus for a while they stand entwined, their kiss and their intensely passionate embrace forms the junction of their happily mingling spirits though one for ever, to draw the joy of life in time they are two-souled, two-bodied.
Then hand in hand
they left that solemn place Then hand in hand they leave that solemn place, now full of the mute, strange memories of what has just passed, returning slowly through the heart of the forest, to their sylvan home across the green tract. The afternoon changes into evening light fades rapidly; birds come back winging to their nest-homes ; day and night lean towards each other.
Now the dusk shadowy
trees stood close around Trees in dusk-shadows stand close around like spirits dreaming and delaying the night; the grey-visioned pensive evening, hears their footsteps. And from all quarters come the cries and movements of the approaching beasts of prey wanderers of the night.
…Then a human
rumour rose Then come up loud human sounds foreign to the solitude to which Savitri and Satyavan have been so long accustomed, invading the enchanted wilderness of the trees sacred to eremite loneliness, breaking violently its unbroken sleep.
Through the screened
dusk it deepened still and there neared The human sounds deepen through the thickening dusk, many voices float in and the sound of many feet too, till like a coloured wave upon the eye, the brilliant, vigorous crowded life of man breaks in upon their sight.
Topped by a flaring
multitude of lights
Life in its ordered
tumult wavering came Under the flare of crowded lights a brilliant company of men arrives. It is a fluctuating invasion by life in its organised tumult; it brings its stream of new, unknown faces, with gold-fringed head-dresses, gold-embroidered robes, shining ornaments, fluttering, hems. Hundreds of hands part the branches of the forest trees to make way, hundreds of eyes scan the landed passages.
Calm white-clad
priests their grave-eyed sweetness brought,
In front King
Dyumathsena walked, no more There are calm white-robed priests with sweetness in their grave eyes, strong warriors shining in their glorious armour, proud galloping steeds trampling through the forest. In their front walks King Dyumathsena, no longer blind or stumbling; his far-scanning eyes, fully recovered in their mastery of light, are taking in the image of this outer world. He treads the soil with regal steps.
By him that queen
and mother’s anxious face By his side is the queen, her face anxious but quite changed from its customary burdened look which, till then in its failing strength of tired toil, had endured in the life of those she had loved a fall from glory.
Her patient paleness
wore a pensive glow
The brilliance of
her rich receding gleam Her patient paleness has a thoughtful glow like evening’s subdued collected light which while departing foresees the sunrise, her child to come. The brilliance of the evening’s rich receding gleam is a thoughtful prophecy of the lyric dawn that is coming. She pauses a while to muse upon that hope sinking in the quiet splendours of her sky.
Her eyes were first to find her children’s forms.
But at the vision of
the beautiful twain The queen is the first to glimpse the forms of her children. At the sight of the beautiful pair, mounting cries disturb the air and the swift parents hurry to their child — he to whom they had given birth and who now becomes the cause of their revived life — and fold him in their arms.
…Then tenderly
But where wast thou?
Thou hast tormented gladness Then Dyumathsena chides Satyavan tenderly: "The gods of fortune have smiled on me today. My kingdom has been restored to me and also my sight. But where wast thou? Thou hast tormented my gladness with the dull shadow of fear. O my child, my life.
What danger kept thee for the darkening woods?
Or how could
pleasure in her ways forget "What was the danger that detained thee in the darkening woods? How could pleasure as she came to me forget that without thee my eyes are useless orbs since it is only to see thee that they rejoice at light?
Not like thyself was
this done, Savitri, "And, Savitri, this is not like thyself, not to have brought back thy husband to our arms knowing as thou dust that only when he is by my side do I have taste in food, and can live content, morning and evening, through the days still left to me."
But Satyavan replied
with smiling lips, With her enchantments she has twined me round.
Behold, at noon
leaving this house of clay Satyavan replies smilingly:"Lay all the blame on her, she is the cause of all. She has tied rue round with her enchantments. Leaving this little house of earth-matter at noon, I wandered in far-off eternities. But still, a prisoner in her golden hands, I walk on your little hillock, the green earth, and in the fleeting moments of your transient sun I live glad among the busy activities of men."
Then all eyes turned
their wondering looks where stood All eyes turn wonderingly where the noble lovely child stands with her cheeks blushing red-gold in hue, eye-lids lowered. One spontaneous thought arises in every one.
“What gleaming
marvel of the earth or skies
If this is she of
whom the world has heard,
Each easy miracle of
felicity "What shining wonder of the earth or skies is standing silently by the side of the human Satyavan, a point of glowing radiance in this dusk of eve? If this is she of whom the world has beard so much, then wonder no more at any happy change. Every easy miracle of felicity that takes place can only be an alchemy of her transmuting heart. Trace every happy change, every miracle to her."
Then one spoke there
who seemed a priest and sage, Then one who seems to be either a priest or a sage speaks:"O woman soul, what is the light, what is the revealed power, that has worked the rapid marvels of this great day and by thee ushered in for us, a happier age hence¬forth ?
Her lashes
fluttering upwards gathered in
They claimed for
their deep childlike motherhood Savitri looks up and into her vision which has scanned immortal things, she gathers rejoicingly the human forms around her for their joy. Raising her lashes she claims with a look of deep, childlike motherhood the life of all these gathered souls as her own life. Then the lashes fall and veil the light in her eyes.
… Low she replied,
She answers in low tones:"I am awakened to the message of my heart which tells me that to feel love and oneness with all is to live truly; this is the magic of our golden change.This, O sage, is all the truth l know or seek".
Wondering at her and
her too luminous words All wonder at Savitri and her words too luminous for them; then they turn westwards, towards their home in the fast gathering night.
From the entangling
verges freed they came
Murmur and movement
and the tread of men Freed from the entangling growths of the forest they all step into a dim opening of the sleeping earth and journey through her faint and slumbering plains. The solitude the night is broken by the murmur, movement and the tread of men.
… The neigh of
steeds The neighing of horses rises above the vague and noisy movements of a sea of men: all through their marching swells the trampling rhyme of the hooves of the horses and the vigorous voice of the chariot going homewards.
Drawn by white manes
upon a high-roofed car Seated in a high-roofed car drawn by white steeds in the flare of moving torches in that dark night, Satyavan and Savitri, hands linked, hearing the marriage march and nuptial hymn, go to meet the many-voiced human world that awaits them.
Numberless the stars
swam on their shadowy field
Then while they
skirted yet the southward verge, Stars without number move upon their darkening field, drawing lines of light in that gloom of darkness. Then while they turn round the southern edge, the night deepens. Lost in the glow of her thoughtful brows, splendid with the moon dreaming in heaven in silvery peace, night fully assumes her luminous reign.
She brooded through
her stillness on a thought Through her stillness, Night broods on a thought which is deeply guarded by her mystic folds of light and she nurses in her bosom a greater dawn. |
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