January 3, 1973
(After the work)
(Sujata:) Mother, I have something to ask you, I have a
prayer…. Satprem is very tormented, you know; so I pray
that you will take his torment away.
Why tormented?
(Laughing:) That’s his nature, Mother!
(Satprem grimaces)
You know, me, I have but one solution – always the same for anything: this (gesture, hands open). To abolish all personal existence, to be like this (same gesture), something that lets everything pass through and is … set in motion by the Divine. That’s all. Then everything is fine.
(Mother takes Satprem’s hands,
and plunges in with a sweet smile)
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