June 7, 1972
What do You bring? … And how do you feel?
Well, I think I can feel your presence better.
Ahh!
In fact, I feel that alone can straighten things out.
It’s the Lord’s presence passing through me – through what people call "me." An aggregate of cells which … (laughing) took this form pretty long ago!
Yes, but this form is very….
This form is…. It’s most peculiar, you know: that [cellular] consciousness gives an impression of something trying to become fluid. Something is obviously trying to make it manifest a … an otherness.
Be an otherness. But how? …
(silence)
The body is comfortable only when it is conscious of the divine Force acting (gesture of descent through the body), but otherwise it’s….
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Any concentration on the body itself causes a kind of strange discomfort, a discomfort which stops only when it is conscious of the Force – of the Force working (same gesture of descent through Mother), the Force working, when "That" comes and flows through it. Then the … I can’t say "the old method" is gone, it’s not at all that, it’s … something.
(Smiling) There’s a phrase that comes to me in English: the joy of nothingness.
(silence)
But don’t you have any questions?
Personally, for example, before, my tendency was to turn to Sri
Aurobindo or to a Force … to THE Force – to That, to the Lord,
I don’t know. Well, but the effect has not at all been the same
since I really started to turn to you as a person.
Ahh!
But since I really turned to you as a person, I have felt a more
decisive action taking place in me.
Quite possible. Only, the person is…. It’s not a human person.
No, of course not!
It’s a supramental person. Something the cells don’t quite understand yet, but they know, they sense. They feel as if they were thrust forcibly into a new world.
That’s what is now pressing all the time like this (gesture of pressure and descent). In spite of an apparent weakness (which is purely illusory), there’s a … tremendous Force here.
Yes, certainly.
Mind you, it’s a Force seemingly too strong for the body; but when the body stays VERY quiet, like this … (gesture, hands open), and as nonexistent as possible, then all goes well.
Then, you feel … (gesture of something flowing through Mother).
But that Force is … stupendous!
Oh, yes! Yes, indeed, the few drops one can taste seem … seem
just overwhelming.
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Overwhelming.
And instantly effective.
(Mother goes into contemplation for forty minutes
holding Satprem’s hands)
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