December 2, 1970
(Mother has a bloodshot left eye and a swollen cheek.)
Are you all right?
Yes, Mother, and you?
Toothache … Always something … It doesn’t matter.
It’s interesting simply because there isn’t that spontaneous reaction everyone has (gesture turned in) of seeing and acting in relation with this (Mother points to her body). This [the body] is like this (gesture of abolition), it doesn’t exist. Very strange – and spontaneously. It’s not the result of a will or even a thought, a consciousness: it’s a natural state. As if it did not exist. And I suppose that’s why every little corner that isn’t yet exactly as it should be goes wrong, and then … Then it has to set itself right, that’s all.
From the standpoint of consciousness, it’s quite fine – quite fine. It becomes natural, quite spontaneous, effortless.
The center isn’t there, you understand! (Mother laughs, pointing to her body) Even, even physically.
It’s all right.
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(Then Mother translates a few fragments of Savitri:)
This mire must harbour the orchid and the rose,
From her blind unwilling substance must emerge
A beauty that belongs to happier spheres.
II.II.107
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(Satprem reads the end of chapter 11 of Supermanhood,
"The Change of Power.")
It’s magnificent!…
Is T. translating it into English?
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Is she interested?
Don’t know.
And German?… If there were someone …
(silence)
It leaves me the whole day in a very comfortable atmosphere. We still have some time. We can still have a little moment of quiet.
(meditation)
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