March 27, 1968
On April 1st, the sports season opens, and I’ve given an … appropriate message.
I started with a paradox:
“The first condition for acquiring power is to be
obedient.
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"The body must learn to obey before it can manifest
power; and physical education is the most thorough
discipline for the body.
“So be eager and sincere in your effort for physical
education and you will acquire a powerful body.”
It’s logical. That’s all.
* * *
Soon afterwards
Everybody is quarreling…. Oh, quarrels about absolutely nothing – everybody gets angry, everybody quarrels. It’s been like that for the past three days. Astrologers say it depends on the “position of the stars” – but I don’t believe in that! I believe the position of the stars is merely … (how should I put it?) the celestial notation of terrestrial events (!) It’s not that the stars condition [events]: they are the expression.
* * *
(Then Mother goes into a long contemplation which will last
almost till the end. At one point, she opens her eyes and looks
at Satprem as though something were
taking place or she were about to say something….)
Nothing to ask?
I felt there was something.
What?
I don’t know.
I was in fact going to ask you…. I had that same feeling – for you. Something new. No? Haven’t you had a new experience?
I felt something.
Yes, but I felt it very strongly! I was about to ask you [when Mother opened her eyes], then instead of asking you I tried to see,
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but I didn’t see anything! (Mother laughs) There is a very different quality of vibration, a sort of … Is it twelve?… Are we alone?
Yes.
The feeling of a very peaceful conscious force, but very strong, which has established itself in you, which has come down – something new. Did you feel it?
It took a mental expression a few days ago.
Oh … (in a disappointed tone) What was it?
The impression that all realizations on the heights and all the
horrible hells one may live – in the Fire, they are all ONE. In the
Flame, they are ONE. Up above, it all gets dissolved; down
below, it all gets dissolved; and in the Flame, it’s ONE, there are
no opposites anymore.
For me, it [what Mother felt in Satprem] was expressed through a sort of very strong, very luminous balance, and … oh, with an extraordinary peace. You understand, something which has established itself (gesture of a solid square). I could express it with the word “realization.” Peaceful, strong, luminous – very solid. We’ll see.
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