January 9, 1967
Are you tired?
No … I can’t say “tired,” I don’t feel tired…. I am very … very deep within.
I feel I am there (gesture above the head), and usually it’s not like that. Since this morning I’ve had the feeling of being there (same gesture), and it’s extremely strong there, as if something were being done. I feel work is being done (at night also).
I don’t know if it’s an effect of your experience, but I have
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great difficulty being in physical things: in words, gestures, all outward things. A great difficulty.
It began yesterday, with the sense of a very widespread action taking place.
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