January 19, 1961
I am going to let you work. No work for me! I’m a little…. I haven’t eaten for two days, so … not very bright.
It won’t tire you if I read these texts?
No. It’s purely physical. It’s because people…. When I came down, I felt fine. Only they kept me standing there, on and on. When I am seated, it’s all right; but beyond a certain point, speaking also becomes difficult.
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After the work:
I think it would be wiser if I went back upstairs – although if I leave here too early, people will be waiting for me and I’ll have to see them before going up. We could meditate a little; as soon as I meditate, everything is fine.
(meditation)
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