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The Delight of Works
IN THY works there are always these three, the Master, the Worker and the Instrument To define them in oneself rightly and rightly to possess them is the secret of works and of the delight of works. Learn thou first to be the instrument of God and to accept thy Master The instrument is this outward thing thou callest thyself; it is a mould of mind, a driving-force of power, a machinery of form, a thing full of springs and cogs and clamps and devices Call not this the Worker or the Master; it can never be the Worker or the Master Accept thyself humbly, yet proudly, devotedly, submissively and joyfully as a divine instrument. There is no greater pride and glory than to be a perfect instrument of the Master. Learn thou first absolutely to obey The sword does not choose where it shall strike, the arrow does not ask whither it shall be driven, the springs of the machine do not insist on the product that shall be turned out from its labour These things are settled by the intention and working of Nature and the more the conscious instrument learns to feel and obey the pure and essential law of its nature, the sooner shall the work turned out become perfect and flawless Self-choice by the nervous motive-power, revolt of the physical and mental tool can only mar the working. Let thyself drive in the breath of God and be as a leaf in the tempest; put thyself in His hand and be as the sword that strikes and the arrow that leaps to its target Let thy mind be as the spring of the machine, let thy force be as the shooting of a piston, let thy work be as the grinding and shaping descent of the steel on its object Let thy speech be the clang of the hammer on the anvil and the moan of the engine in its labour and the cry of the trumpet that proclaims the force of God to the regions
Page – 163 In whatsoever way do as an instrument the work that is natural to thee and appointed. The sword has a joy in the battle-play, the arrow has a mirth in its hiss and its leaping, the earth has a rapture in its dizzy whirl through space, the sun has the royal ecstasy of its blazing splendours and its eternal motion O thou self-conscious instrument, take thou too the delight of thy own appointed workings. The sword did not ask to be made, nor does it resist its user, nor lament when it is broken There is a joy of being made and a joy of being used and a joy of being put aside and a joy too of being broken That equal joy discover. Because thou hast mistaken the instrument for the worker and the master and because thou seekest to choose by the ignorance of thy desire thy own state and thy own profit and thy own utility, therefore thou hast suffering and anguish and hast many times to be thrust into the red hell of the furnace and hast many times to be reborn and reshaped and retempered until thou shalt have learned thy human lesson. And all these things are because they are in thy unfinished nature For Nature is the worker and what is it that she works at? She shapes out of her crude mind and life and matter a fully conscious being
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Know thyself next as the Worker Understand thy nature to be the worker and thy own nature and All-Nature to be thyself. This nature-self is not proper to thee nor limited Thy nature has made the sun and the systems, the earth and her creatures, thyself and thine and all thou art and perceivest It is thy friend and thine enemy, thy mother and thy devourer, thy lover and thy torturer, the sister of thy soul and an alien and a stranger, thy joy and thy sorrow, thy sin and thy virtue, thy strength and thy weakness, thy knowledge and thy ignorance And yet it is none of these things, but something of which they are attempts and imperfect images For beyond all these it is an original
Page – 164 self-knowledge and an infinite force and innumerable quality. But in thee there is a special movement, a proper nature and an individual energy Follow that like a widening river till it leads thee to its infinite source and origin. Know therefore thy body to be a knot in Matter and thy mind to be a whirl in universal Mind and thy life to be an eddy of Life that is for ever Know thy force to be every other being’s force and thy knowledge to be a glimmer from the light that belongs to no man and thy works to be made for thee and be delivered from the error of thy personality. When that is done, thou shalt take thy free delight in the truth of thy individual being and in thy strength and in thy glory and in thy beauty and in thy knowledge; and in the denial of these things thou shalt take delight also For all this is the dramatic mask of the Person and the self-image of the self-Sculptor. Why shouldst thou limit thyself? Feel thyself also in the sword that strikes thee and the arms that embrace, in the blazing of the sun and the dance of the earth, in the flight of the eagle and the song of the nightingale, in all that is past and all that is now and all that is pressing forward to become For thou art infinite and all this joy is possible to thee. The Worker has the joy of her works and the joy of her Lover for whom she works She knows herself to be his consciousness and his force, his knowledge and his reserving of knowledge, his unity and his self-division, his infinity and the finite of his being Know thyself also to be these things; take thou also the delight of thy Lover. There are those who know themselves as a workshop or an instrument or the thing worked, but they mistake the Worker for the Master; this too is an error Those who fall into it can hardly arrive at her high, pure and perfect workings. The instrument is finite in a personal image, the worker is universal with a personal trend, but neither of these is the Master; for neither is the true Person.
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Page – 165 Know last the Master to be thyself; but to this self put no form and seek for it no definition of quality Be one with That in thy being, commune with That in thy consciousness, obey That in thy force, be subject to That and clasped by it in thy delight, fulfil That in thy life and body and mentality Then before an opening eye within thee there shall emerge that true and only Person, thyself and not thyself, all others and more than all others, the Director and Enjoyer of thy works, the Master of the worker and the instrument, the Reveller and Trampler in the dance of the universe and yet hushed and alone with thee in thy soul’s silent and inner chamber. The joy of the Master possessed, there is nothing else for thee to conquer For He shall give thee Himself and all things and all creatures’ gettings and havings and doings and enjoyings for thy own proper portion, and He shall give thee that also which cannot be portioned. Thou shalt contain in thy being thyself and all others and be that which is neither thyself nor all others Of works this is the consummation and the summit.
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