CANTO TWO
THE GOSPEL OF DEATH AND VANITY OF THE IDEAL
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THEN pealed the calm inexorable voice: Abolishing hope, cancelling life's golden truths, Fatal its accents smote the trembling air. That lovely world swam thin and frail, most like Some pearly evanescent farewell gleam On the faint verge of dusk in moonless eves. "Prisoner of Nature, many-visioned spirit, Thought's creature in the ideal's realm enjoying Thy unsubstantial immortality The subtle marvellous mind of man has feigned, This is the world from which thy yearnings came. When it would build eternity from the dust, Man's thought paints images illusion rounds; Prophesying glories it shall never see, It labours delicately among its dreams. Behold this fleeing of light-tasselled shapes, Aerial raiment of unbodied gods; A rapture of things that never can be born, Hope chants to hope a bright immortal choir; Cloud satisfies cloud, phantom to longing phantom Leans sweetly, sweetly is clasped or sweetly chased. This is the stuff from which the ideal is formed: Its builder is thought, its base the heart's desire, But nothing real answers to their call. The ideal dwells not in heaven, nor on the earth, A bright delirium of man's ardour of hope Drunk with the wine of its own phantasy. It is a brilliant shadow's dreamy trail. Thy vision's error builds the azure skies, Page 240 Thy vision's error drew the rainbow's arch; Thy mortal longing made for thee a soul. This angel in thy body thou callst love, Who shapes his wings from thy emotion's hues, In a ferment of thy body has been born And with the body that housed it it must die. It is a passion of thy yearning cells, It is flesh that calls to flesh to serve its lust, It is thy mind that seeks an answering mind And dreams awhile that it has found its mate; It is thy life that asks a human prop To uphold its weakness lonely in the world Or feeds its hunger on another's life. A beast of prey that pauses in its prowl, It crouches under a bush in splendid flower To seize a heart and body for its food: This beast thou dreamst immortal and a god. 0 human mind, vainly thou torturest An hour's delight to stretch through infinity's Long void and fill its formless, passionless gulfs, Persuading the insensible Abyss To lend eternity to perishing things, And trickst the fragile movements of thy heart With thy spirit's feint of immortality. All here emerges born from Nothingness; Encircled it lasts by the emptiness of Space, Awhile upheld by an unknowing Force, Then crumbles back into its parent Nought: Only the Mute alone can ever be. In the Alone there is no room for love. In vain to clothe love's perishable mud Thou hast woven on the Immortal's borrowed loom The ideal's gorgeous and unfading robe. The ideal never yet was real made. Imprisoned in form that glory cannot live; Into a body shut it breathes no more. Intangible, remote, for ever pure, A sovereign of its own brilliant void, Unwillingly it descends to earthly air To inhabit a white temple in man's heart: Page 241 In his heart it shines rejected by his life. Immutable, bodiless, beautiful, grand and dumb, Immobile on its shining throne it sits; Dumb it receives his offering and his prayer. It has no voice to answer to his call, No feet that move, no hands to take his gifts: Aerial statue of the nude Idea, Virgin conception of a bodiless god, Its light stirs man the thinker to create An earthly semblance of diviner things. Its hued reflection falls upon man's acts; His institutions are its cenotaphs, He signs his dead conventions with its name; His virtues don the Ideal's skiey robe And a nimbus of the outline of its face: He hides their littleness with the divine Name. Yet insufficient is the bright pretence To screen their indigent and earthy make: Earth only is there and not some heavenly source. If heavens there are they are veiled in their own light, If a Truth eternal somewhere reigns unknown, It bums in a tremendous void of God; For truth shines far from the falsehoods of the world; How can the heavens come down to unhappy earth Or the eternal lodge in drifting time? How shall the Ideal tread earth's dolorous soil Where life is only a labour and a hope, A child of Matter and by Matter fed, A fire flaming low in Nature's grate, A journey's toilsome trudge with death for goal? The Avatars have lived and died in vain, Vain was the sage's thought, the prophet's voice; In vain is seen the shining upward Way. Earth lies unchanged beneath the circling sun; She loves her fall and no omnipotence Her mortal imperfections can erase, Force on man's crooked ignorance Heaven's straight line Or colonise a world of death with gods. O traveller in the chariot of the Sun, High priestess in the holy fancy's shrine Page 242 Who with a magic ritual in earth's house Worshippest ideal and eternal love, What is this love thy thought has deified, This sacred legend and immortal myth? It is a conscious yearning of thy flesh, It is a glorious burning of thy nerves, A rose of dream-splendour petalling thy mind, A great red rapture and torture of thy heart. A sudden transfiguration of thy days, It passes and the world is as before. A ravishing edge of sweetness and of pain, A thrill in its yearning makes it seem divine, A golden bridge across the roar of the years, A cord tying thee to eternity. And yet how brief and frail! how soon is spent This treasure wasted by the gods on man, This happy closeness as of soul to soul, This honey of the body's companionship, This heightened joy, this ecstasy in the veins, This strange illumination of the sense! If Satyavan had lived, love would have died; But Satyavan is dead and love shall live A little while in thy sad breast, until His face and body fade on memory's wall Where other bodies, other faces come. When love breaks suddenly into the life At first man steps into a world of the sun; In his passion he feels his heavenly element: But only a fine sunlit patch of earth The marvellous aspect took of heaven's outburst. The snake is there and the worm in the heart of the rose. A word, a moment's act can slay the god; Precarious is his immortality, He has a thousand ways to suffer and die; Love cannot live by heavenly food alone, Only on sap of earth can it survive. For thy passion was a sensual want refined; A hunger of the body and the heart; Thy want can tire and cease or turn elsewhere - Or love may meet a dire and pitiless end Page 243 By bitter treason, or wrath with cruel wounds Separate, or thy unsatisfied will to others Depart when first love's joy lies stripped and slain: A dull indifference replaces fire Or an endearing habit imitates love: An outward and uneasy union lasts Or the routine of a life's compromise. Where once the seed of oneness had been cast Into a semblance of spiritual ground By a divine adventure of heavenly powers Two strive, constant associates without joy, Two egos straining in a single leash, Two minds divided by their jarring thoughts, Two spirits disjoined, for ever separate. Thus is the ideal falsified in man's world; Trivial or sombre, disillusion comes, Life's harsh reality stares at the soul: Heaven's hour adjourned flees into bodiless Time. Death saves thee from this and saves Satyavan: He now is safe, delivered from himself; He travels to silence and felicity. Call him not back to the treacheries of earth And the poor petty life of animal Man. In my vast tranquil spaces let him sleep In harmony with the mighty hush of death Where love lies slumbering on the breast of peace. And thou, go back alone to thy frail world: Chastise thy heart with knowledge, unhood and see Thy nature raised into clear living heights, The heaven-bird's view from unimagined peaks. For when thou givest thy spirit to a dream Soon hard necessity will smite thee awake: Purest delight began and it must end. Thou too shall know thy heart no anchor swinging Thy cradled soul moored in eternal seas. Vain are the cycles of thy brilliant mind. Renounce, forgetting joy and hope and tears Thy passionate nature in the bosom profound Of a happy Nothingness and wordless Calm, Delivered into my mysterious rest. Page 244 One with my fathomless Nihil all forget. Forget thy fruitless spirit's waste of force, Forget the weary circle of thy birth, Forget the joy and the struggle and the pain, The vague spiritual quest which first began When worlds broke forth like clusters of fire-flowers, And great burning thoughts voyaged through the sky of mind And Time and its aeons crawled across the vasts And souls emerged into mortality." But Savitri replied to the dark Power: "A dangerous music now thou findst, 0 Death, Melting thy speech into harmonious pain, And flut'st alluringly to tired hopes Thy falsehoods mingled with sad strains of truth. But I forbid thy voice to slay my soul. My love is not a hunger of the heart, My love is not a craving of the flesh; It came to me from God, to God returns. Even in all that life and man have marred, A whisper of divinity still is heard, A breath is felt from the eternal spheres. Allowed by Heaven and wonderful to man A sweet fire-rhythm of passion chants to love. There is a hope in its wild infinite cry, It rings with callings from forgotten heights, And when its strains are hushed to high-winged souls In their empyrean, its burning breath Survives beyond, the rapturous core of suns That flame for ever pure in skies unseen, A voice of the eternal Ecstasy. One day I shall behold my great sweet world Put off the dire disguises of the gods, Unveil from terror and disrobe from sin. Appeased we shall draw near our Mother's face, We shall cast our candid souls upon her lap; Then shall we clasp the ecstasy we chase, Then shall we shudder with the long-sought god, Then shall we find Heaven's unexpected strain. Not only is there hope for godheads pure; The violent and darkened deities Page 245 Leaped down from the one breast in rage to find What the white gods had missed: they too are safe; A Mother's eyes are on them and her arms Stretched out in love desire her rebel sons. One who came, love and lover and beloved Eternal, built himself a wondrous field And wove the measures of a marvellous dance. There in its circles and its magic turns Attracted he arrives, repelled he flees. In the wild devious promptings of his mind He tastes the honey of tears and puts off joy Repenting, and has laughter and has wrath, And both are a broken music of the soul Which seeks out, reconciled, its heavenly rhyme. Ever he comes to us across the years Bearing a sweet new face that is the old. His bliss laughs to us or it calls concealed Like a far-heard unseen entrancing flute From moonlit branches in the throbbing woods, Tempting our angry search and passionate pain. Disguised the Lover seeks and draws our souls. He named himself for me, grew Satyavan. For we are man and woman from the first, The twin souls born from one undying fire. Did he not dawn on me in other stars ? How has he through the thickets of the world Pursued me like a lion in the night And come upon me suddenly in the ways And seized me with his glorious golden leap! Unsatisfied he yearned for me through time, Sometimes with wrath and sometimes with sweet peace, Desiring me since first the world began. He rose like a wild wave out of the floods And dragged me helpless into seas of bliss. Out of my curtained past his arms arrived, They have touched me like the soft persuading wind, They have plucked me like a glad and trembling flower, And clasped me happily burned in ruthless flame. I too have found him charmed in lovely forms And run delighted to his distant voice Page 246 And pressed to him past many dreadful bars. If there is a yet happier greater god, Let him first wear the face of Satyavan And let his soul be one with him I love; So let him seek me that I may desire. For only one heart beats within my breast And one god sits there throned. Advance, 0 Death, Beyond the phantom beauty of this world; For of its citizens I am not one. I cherish God the Fire, not God the Dream." But Death once more inflicted on her heart The majesty of his calm and dreadful voice: "A bright hallucination are thy thoughts. A prisoner haled by a spiritual cord, Of thy own sensuous will the ardent slave, Thou sendest eagle-poised to meet the sun Words winged with the red splendour of thy heart. But knowledge dwells not in the passionate heart; The heart's words fall back unheard from Wisdom's throne. Vain is thy longing to build heaven on earth. Artificer of Ideal and Idea, Mind, child of Matter in the womb of Life, To higher levels persuades his parents' steps, Inapt, they follow ill the daring guide. But Mind, a glorious traveller in the sky, Walks lamely on the earth with footsteps slow; Hardly he can mould the life's rebellious stuff, Hardly can he hold the galloping hooves of sense: His thoughts look straight into the very heavens, They draw their gold from a celestial mine, His acts work painfully a common ore. All thy high dreams were made by Matter's mind To solace its dull work in Matter's jail, Its only house where it alone seems true. A solid image of reality Carved out being to prop the works of Time; Matter on the firm earth sits strong and sure. It is the first-born of created things, It stands the last when mind and life are slam, And if it ended all would cease to be.
Page 247 All else is only its outcome or its phase: Thy soul is a brief flower by the gardener Mind Created on thy Matter's terrain plot; It perishes with the plant on which it grows, For from earth's sap it draws its heavenly hue: Thy thoughts are gleams that pass on Matter's verge, Thy life a lapsing wave on Matter's sea. A careful steward of Truth's limited means, Treasuring her founded facts from the squandering Power, It tethers mind to the tent-posts of sense, To a leaden grey routine clamps Life's caprice And ties all creatures with the cords of Law. A vessel of transmuting alchemies, A glue that sticks together mind and life, If Matter fails, all crumbling cracks and falls. All upon Matter stands as on a rock. Yet this security and guarantor Pressed for credentials an impostor proves: A cheat of substance where no substance is, An appearance and a symbol and a nought, Its forms have no original right to birth: Its aspect of a fixed stability Is the cover of a captive motion's swirl, An order of the steps of Energy's dance Whose footmarks leave for ever the same signs, A concrete face of unsubstantial Time, A trickle dotting the emptiness of Space: A stable-seeming movement without change, Yet change arrives and the last change is death. What seemed most real once, is Nihil's show. Its figures are snares that trap and prison the sense; The beginningless void was its artificer: Nothing is there but aspects limned by Chance And seeming shapes of seeming Energy. All by Death's mercy breathe and live awhile, All think and act by the Inconscient's grace. Addict of the roseate luxury of thy thoughts, Turn not thy gaze within thyself to look At visions in the gleaming crystal. Mind, Close not thy lids to dream the forms of Gods. Page 248 At last to open thy eyes consent and see The stuff of which thou and the world are made. Inconscient in the still inconscient Void Inexplicably a moving world sprang forth: Awhile secure, happily insensible, It could not rest content with its own truth. For something on its nescient breast was born Condemned to see and know, to feel and love, It watched its acts, imagined a soul within; 'It groped for truth and dreamed of Self and God. When all unconscious was, then all was well. I, Death, was king and kept my regal state, Designing my unwilled, unerring plan, Creating with a calm insentient heart. In my sovereign power of unreality Obliging nothingness to take a form, Infallibly my blind unthinking force Making by chance a fixity like fate's, By whim the formulas of Necessity, Founded on the hollow ground of the Inane The sure bizarrerie of Nature's scheme. I curbed the vacant ether into Space; A huge expanding and contracting breath Harboured the fires of the universe: I struck out the supreme original spark And spread its sparse ranked armies through the Inane, Manufactured the stars from the occult radiances, Marshalled the platoons of the invisible dance; I formed earth's beauty out of atom and gas, And built from chemic plasm the living man. Then Thought came in and spoilt the harmonious world: Matter began to hope and think and feel, Tissue and nerve bore joy and agony. The inconscient cosmos strove to learn its task; An ignorant personal god was born in Mind And to understand invented reason's law, The impersonal Vast throbbed back to man's desire, A trouble rocked the great world's blind still heart And Nature lost her wide immortal calm. Thus came this warped incomprehensible scene Page 249 Of souls enmeshed in life's delight and pain And Matter's sleep and Mind's mortality, Of beings in Nature's prison waiting death And consciousness left in seeking ignorance. This is the world in which thou movst, astray In the tangled pathways of the human mind, In the issueless circling of thy human life, Searching for thy soul and thinking God is here. But where is room for soul or place for God In the brute immensity of a machine? A transient Breath thou takest for thy soul, Born from a gas, a plasm, a sperm, a gene, A magnified image of man's mind for God, A shadow of thyself thrown upon Space. Interposed between the upper and nether Void, Thy consciousness reflects the world around In the distorting mirror of Ignorance Or upwards turns to catch imagined stars. Or if a half Truth is playing with the earth Throwing its light on a dark shadowy ground, It touches only and leaves a luminous smudge. Immortality thou claimest for thy spirit, But immortality for imperfect man, A god who hurts himself at every step, Would be a cycle of eternal pain. Wisdom and love thou claimest as thy right; But knowledge in this world is error's make, A brilliant procuress of Nescience And human love a posturer on earth-stage Who imitates with verve a faery dance. An extract pressed from hard experience, Man's knowledge casked in the barrels of Memory Has the harsh savour of a mortal draught: A sweet secretion from the erotic glands Flattering and torturing the burning nerves, Love is a honey and poison in the breast Drunk by it as the nectar of the gods. Earth's human wisdom is no great-browed power, And love no gleaming angel from the skies. If they aspire beyond earth's dullard air, Page 250 Arriving sunwards with frail waxen wings How high could reach that forced unnatural flight? But not on earth can divine wisdom reign And not on earth can divine love be found; Heaven-born, only in heaven can they live, Or else there too perhaps they are shining dreams. Nay, is not all thou art and doest a dream? Thy mind and life are tricks of Matter's force. If thy mind seems to thee a radiant sun, If thy life runs a swift and glorious dream, This is the illusion of thy mortal heart Dazzled by a ray of happiness or light. Impotent to live by their own right divine, Convinced of their brilliant unreality, When their supporting ground is cut away, These children of Matter into Matter die. Even Matter vanishes into Energy's vague And Energy is a motion of old Nought. How shall the Ideal's unsubstantial hues Be painted stiff on earth's vermilion blur, A dream, within a dream come doubly true? How shall the will-o'-the-wisp become a star? The Ideal is a malady of thy mind, A bright delirium of thy speech and thought, A strange wine of beauty lifting thee to false sight. A noble fiction of thy yearnings made, Thy human imperfection it must share: Its forms in Nature disappoint the heart, And never shall it find its heavenly shape And never can it be fulfilled in Time. O soul misled by the splendour of thy thoughts, O earthly creature with thy dream of heaven, Obey, resigned and still, the earthly law. Accept the light that falls upon thy days; Take what thou canst of Life's permitted joy, Submitting to the ordeal of Fate's scourge Suffer what thou must of toil and grief and care. There shall approach silencing thy passionate heart My long calm night of everlasting sleep: There into the hush from which thou cam'st retire." Page 251 |